I used to wonder when people divorced or broke up after a long relationship, how is it that they had forgotten that they once loved each other, worshipped the ground the other person walked on, was so totally lost in their eyes, soul, body, mind and all encompassing passion? Can't they find their way back to how it used to be? And how sad that the relationship is breaking up, how sad for the history, how sad for them.
I've done it - twice - very long term - with the same person. How could I get to this again? I am broken and lost and so not sure of what the next step can be or will be. I feel unappreciated and unloved. Although I am told that of course I love you, of course I find you attractive and of course I find you sexy. But alas, actions do speak louder than words and troubles in the bedroom and abounding, one-sided.
I am at the end of my rope and am tired that I work like a dog and am not thought about, looked upon or even cared that I do. I feel like a money bank, I feel like my only purpose is to work 'all' the jobs that I have - and I can't count them on one hand. It has become noticeable to me that all that I am good at is working and bringing in the money.
How did I allow this to happen again?
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